Monthly Archives: October 2011

The Proof

Yesterday morning, I was reading through John and came across the following passage in John 10:24-25:

The people surrounded him and said, “How long are you going to keep us in suspense? If you are the Messiah, tell us plainly.” Jesus replied, “I have already told you, and you don’t believe me. The proof is the work I do in my Father’s name.”

As I was meditating on this, I found it so interesting that as much as Jesus may have shared with the people that he was the Messiah, when he was questioned about this, his response was that the proof was in the work that he had done.  This seemed pretty incredible that Jesus, the Savior of the world, when asked who he was, stated that the answer was in what he did. Yes, he does tell people who he is but the validity of this truth is backed up by his actions.

As I thought about this, I considered a situation where someone may come up to me and ask, are you a Christian or a follower of Jesus? I could easily answer, “Yes, I am,” but that may or may not carry much weight. Could I say, as Jesus did, that the proof of my commitment to Christ is in the work that I do? Do the actions of my daily life clearly mark me as a follower of Jesus?

I can’t help but think that sometimes we define our Christianity more by what we don’t do than what we do. We can focus on the sins of commission and forget the sins of omission. I don’t lie, I don’t steal, I don’t use bad language, I don’t cheat, I don’t this or that. Maybe we add a few I dos, like I do go to church most Sundays, I do read my Bible occasionally, I do pray before my meals. I am not saying that any of these things are irrelevant but I am not sure that these things alone paint a clear picture of a Jesus follower. The I dos listed here – church, reading the Bible, prayer – are not the goal but the means by which we are equipped to know Jesus and to live like Jesus.

Jesus demonstrated a life of sacrifice, of taking care of the poor, the sick, the neglected by society. He poured his life into other people, fed them, talked to them, wept with them, and loved them. He had time for people. In today’s culture of busyness, every minute of my life is plotted. The other day, I was running errands and I was on a tight schedule. I made a wrong turn and had to make a U-turn. In the parking lot I pulled into, as I turned around, I noticed a woman with two shopping carts, sitting on the ground near the back, clearly homeless. For a second I thought, if I had time, I would like to go and talk to her. But I barely slowed down. I was back on the road within a minute.

I keep thinking about this woman and so many others that I have passed over in my life. It reminds me of the story in Matthew 25 where God separates the sheep from the goats, those who will enter heaven from those who will not. Those who cared for the lowliest of people, the hungry, the thirsty, the sick and imprisoned, to them Jesus says that will enter heaven, for whatever they did for one of these people it was as if they did it to Him. I feel like there is opportunity all around me to minister to Jesus and yet sometimes I just pass by, too busy.

I have been re-reading A Simple Path, which is a book about Mother Theresa and the Missionaries of Charity. This book reveals the approach to ministry that the Missionaries of Charity have, to embrace suffering and poverty in order to empathize with those they serve. They do this in order to follow Christ’s example of embracing the suffering of the cross to demonstrate His love for us. Above the crucifixes in all of their chapels worldwide are the words “I thirst” as a reminder to the missionaries of the implications of their work. Part of their constitution states: “Our aim is to quench the infinite thirst of Jesus Christ on the Cross for love of souls. We serve Jesus in the poor, we nurse Him, feed Him, clothe Him, visit Him.” That just struck me, to be so focused on serving Christ through serving the suffering in our world. Their focus for their lives is to minister to Jesus through their ministry to the least in society. Just because I love it so much, I want to share Mother Theresa’s definition of the least in society. It is as follows:

The hungry and the lonely, not only for food but for the Word of God; the thirsty and the ignorant, not only for water but for knowledge, peace, truth, justice and love; the naked and the unloved, not only for clothes but also for human dignity; the unwanted, the unborn child; the racially discriminated against; the homeless and abandoned, not only for a shelter made of bricks, but for a heart that understands, that covers, that loves; the sick, the dying destitutes, and the captives, not only in body but also in mind and spirit: all those who have lost all faith and hope in life, the alcoholics and drug addicts and all those who have lost God (for them God was but God is) and who have lost all hope in the power of the Holy Spirit.

These people are all around us, in our neighborhoods, on the streets of our cities, in the foster care group homes, in the AA meetings, in the break room at work, in the local bar. They are in the red light districts in Amsterdam, in the rice fields of Cambodia, the brick kilns of India, the brothels of Thailand, the war fields of Africa, the cholera beds in Haiti. The challenge is when we see them, the individual faces that surround us, do we want to serve them, suffer with them, and fight for them as Jesus did? Will observers be able to say of us, Christians, and the church at large, that the proof of our faith is in what we do – that we are set apart, marked as a people that cares deeply about the needs and the sufferings of others, so much that we would be willing to sacrifice our own comforts, time, and lives for their sake?


Walking

Lately, I have been thinking a lot about walking and I may be slightly infatuated with it. In all of my athletic endeavors, I hated running, especially longer distances. I always wished that I could embrace running as so many people seem to love it, but for some reason I never really could get into it. When I am running all I think about it running. As I have gotten older, walking has become near and dear to my heart, not just as a means of transportation but as something to be enjoyed. The last week or so, I have been thinking about what walking has taught me and thinking about how often the Bible uses walking to describe our relationship with God.

First, I was thinking back on the day in May that Chris and I drove downtown and got out of our cars to share some food with the homeless in San Diego. The act of walking the streets where they lived, forcing myself to enter their world, meeting their eyes and building relationship changed everything. When we drive by in our walled cars it is very difficult to have any human connection. Our cars can be some sort of bubble, blocking out the sounds, smells, and even sights of what we drive past. Walking into their lives changed my whole perspective.

I was also thinking about the walks that Chris and I have grown accustomed to, which have produced a time of regular prayer between us that we never had before. The truth is that we could have prayed more inside of our house, but we just didn’t. There was something about stepping outside into the open air, away from common distractions that allowed us to listen and interact with God in a new way. Honestly, it always reminds me of how Adam and Eve walked with God in the Garden of Eden. I am certain that I would not be on this Justice & Worship Tour if these walks had not become such a regular habit with us.

I am glad that God asks us to walk with Him, because when I sit, I get fidgety and distracted and when I have to run I get weary and frustrated. Walking though, I can do. Walking is a strange thing because it is exercise but it is also restful (unless you are one of those power walkers, which I am not). I imagine the disciples and Jesus  had so much time to talk, learn, and build relationships as they walked from town to town. Walking can be slow sometimes, but I may my awareness is so much more heightened to the things around me.

Last weekend, in the services at Church of the Living Christ in Simi Valley, I shared that sometimes the first step of a walk is the hardest. The getting out of the car and the getting off of the couch, but in the end, you are always glad that you moved. I want to apply this to my walk with God. I know that being stationary and comfortable does not benefit me and does not advance His plans on the earth so I have to keep deciding, every morning, to put my feet on the ground and start walking.

I was reading Henry David Thoreau’s essay on Walking (and yes, at this point you may be thinking I am obsessed with walking) the other day and when I read this part, I loved it:

“We should go forth on the shortest walk, perchance, in the spirit of undying adventure, never to return– prepared to send back our embalmed hearts only as relics to our desolate kingdoms. If you are ready to leave father and mother, and brother and sister, and wife and child and friends, and never see them again–if you have paid your debts, and made your will, and settled all your affairs, and are a free man–then you are ready for a walk.”

I loved this because I feel like this is what God asks of us if we want to walk with Him. It is a journey that costs so much but offers us everything. I do feel like this journey that Chris and I started, to work with Steps of Justice and share God’s heart with people, is walking forward in faith without really being sure of the destination (literally and figuratively).  Starting any journey with God requires a complete letting go of the former things, giving it all up for the sake of following Him. It also means continuing to take steps, even when we are asked to walk through valleys and when we are asked to climb mountains. But I am sure that walking with God, I will see and experience more than I could ever imagine.

And this is love: that we walk in obedience to his commands. As you have heard from the beginning, his command is that you walk in love.

2 John 1:6


Learning to Fly

Over the last few days I have done a lot of thinking about why God allows certain things to happen. Last week, I wrote about having to replace a tire in our truck, which was an unexpected expense. Then, on Friday, we found out that we needed another $2,700 worth of work done on the truck and there was no guarantee that it would even be done in time for us to leave on the tour today. When I listened to Chris on the phone with the mechanic, my heart sank. Immediately I could feel a battle going on in my head, whether I would allow discouragement to take over or I would once again choose to trust God.

I must say that it is difficult to really understand what living by faith means until you actually do it. I expected that going on full-time support and trusting God to meet all of our needs would introduce a new kind of anxiety into my life. Surprisingly enough, there is a different kind of peace that settles in when things go wrong because there truly isn’t anything you can do about it other than walk through it. A year ago, I would have been in more of a panic, trying to come up with 2,700 dollars. But somehow, with this situation, God gave me an extra dose of faith to trust in His timing and His provision. I began thinking about how this happening with our truck was actually God’s protection, keeping us from getting on the road and something happening.

In addition to some of our challenges this week, we have several friends who have been going through really difficult circumstances, beyond money issues.  I have beem inspired by some of their responses to still praise God, despite facing grief and loss. A few days ago, God let me to 2 Corinthians 1 and these words just leapt off the page:

“We do not want you to be uninformed, brothers, of the hardships we suffered in the province of Asia….But this happened that we might not rely on ourselves but on God…On Him we have set our hope that He will continue to deliver us, as you help us by your prayers.”

When I read this, I think I finally realized that as much as you read about the need to rely on God, you aren’t really going to do it until your circumstances force you to do it. Unfortunately, some character lessons only are learned through experience, which means finding yourself at a place where trusting God is your only option.  As Chris and I prayed throughout the weekend over this situation, God just changed our hearts to gratefulness. Even more, God brought us to a place where we could be cheerful givers, even in the midst of our own need.

So here we are on this Monday afternoon, with our trailer packed up, waiting to see if our truck is going to be done today or not. But guess what? As we were waiting, we got a call about an anonymous gift left for us at our church office to help us out with the expenses. I can honestly say that whether or not we received financial help with the truck, God brought us to a place of dependence on Him, but what an encouragement to us!

 This big leap into utter dependence on God is certainly a new arena for Chris and me, but we are learning.   I just loved this snip it from my Streams in the Desert devotional from Friday:

“Our Almighty God is like a parent who delights in leading the tender children in His care to the very edge of a precipice and then shoving them off the cliff into nothing but air. He does this so that they may learn that they already possess an as-yet-unrealized power of flight that can forever add to the pleasure and comfort of their lives. Yet if, in their attempt to fly, they are exposed to some extraordinary peril, He is prepared to swoop beneath them and carry them skyward on His might wings.”

These sentences seem to sum up our lives in the month of September. God led us to the edge and off we stepped. We have been ‘camping’ here at Sweetwater Regional Park and have been watching the hawks circling and hovering in the air. Thinking back on the passage above, I am reminded that they would never have learned to fly without being shoved out the nest. Tonight, my heart is thankful for the shoving because it has opened up so many opportunities for me to witness God’s provision and other’s generosity. What a beautiful thing it is to experience God is a new way.

He guarded him…like an eagle that stirs up his nest and hovers over its young, that spreads its wings to catch them and carries them on its pinions.

Deuteronomy 32:10-11


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