Monthly Archives: November 2011

Significance

As we have been traveling around the west coast talking about injustices in our world and challenging us all to respond with action, there have been two themes that have surfaced. The first is that ‘doing justice’ is really about obedience to Jesus. To some extent, this obedience is universal, taking the words of Jesus and applying them to or lives. On the other hand, it is very personal, where we must ask God what it is He has for us specifically and then be obedient to follow through on what He speaks to us. The second theme that follows is that we can’t fall into the trap of comparing ourselves to others. If we are being obedient to know what Jesus said, hear from Him regarding our own personal journey, and obediently follow through, we shouldn’t be stopping to compare ourselves to others.

Easier said than done.  We read stories and hear the news about amazing men and women who are literally impacting the world with their work and think to ourselves, what can I do that would measure up? There is no way what I do is as significant as what they are doing. Then, we fall back into paralysis, unable to shake the feeling that our efforts would not really make much of a difference. As we have shared these things at the Evenings of Justice & Worship, it continues to challenge me personally. It is easy for me to start feeling like the work we do isn’t enough, isn’t hands on, isn’t as good, but I have to remember that it is exactly what God has asked us to do and therefore it is significant.

A few months ago, I was reading through the book of Nehemiah and was struck by Chapter 3. This is usually the type of chapter that I would skim through because it seemed more like a long list than anything important. Nehemiah has just returned to Jerusalem to rebuild the wall around the city as it was in ruins, making the nation vulnerable to attack. Chapter 3 begins to tell the story of how the wall was rebuilt. Amazingly, it seems everyone and every tribe in Israel was participating and doing their part to rebuild the wall. It wasn’t just the masons, but even Hananiah, a manufacturer of perfumes, is listed as participating. When you get into verse 19, the people listed here rebuilt the section of the wall directly behind their house…and then their neighbor built behind their house…and so on.

As I read this, it struck me that every single person’s contribution was critical to rebuilding the wall, whether they could build an entire gate, laying the beams and bolting doors, or they could only restack the bricks behind their own house.  God was showing me the impact that can happen when His people all get on board with the work He is calling us to do and do our piece, big or small. I think this is the picture of the kingdom of God, his people working together to accomplish something that seems insurmountable. God can use many small acts to make a big impact.

A few days ago, Chris and I went into Portland to visit Powell’s books. I picked up a book called Zealous Love: A Practical Guide to Social Justice, written by Mike and Danae Yankoski. I am only a little ways in, but they talked about the same idea in the introduction. It says, “Consider how Jesus speaks about even the tiniest gesture of love. Addressing those who cared for the needy, he said, “Whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers of mine, you did for me” (Matt 25:40). Jesus isn’t talking about heroic, earth shattering accomplishments, but rather simple – and even obvious – responses to needs: food for the hungry, water for the thirsty, acceptance for the outsider, clothes for the naked, comfort for the sick, relationship for the lonely. If a child scrapes her knee, you comfort her and get her a bandage. It’s not rocket science. Jesus is talking about obvious responses to real needs. Despite their simplicity, God counts these actions as services rendered directly to him.”

Imagine what it would look like if we all, as a collective group of followers of Christ, were obedient to the call to do justice, care for the orphans and widows, the sick and the lonely, the oppressed and forgotten, in our own neighborhoods and cities but also around the globe? What if we all recognized the significance of small steps, small acts that together paint a picture of a God who cares, who hears, and who responds? I know that I will continue to wrestle with how to do this well and walk through my day with eyes open, attentive to the needs around me and ready to instantly respond when God prompts. I just want to be an encouragement that there are no insignificant callings, no act of love or sacrifice that goes unnoticed by God. Let’s be committed, big or small, to obedience and trust God’s ultimate plan and the part He has chosen for us.

“All of you together are Christ’s body, and each of you is a part of it….some parts of the body that seem the weakest and least important are actually the most necessary.”

I Corinthians 12:27,22


Growth

The past month has been a whirlwind. We have barely stayed in any place more than 2 days and it is amazing to find myself here in Vancouver at our northernmost stop on the tour already. God has been doing so much, and while I truly know that He has been doing something through us, it has felt a bit like He is more focused on doing something in us. After you make a leap of faith and follow God on what seems like a crazy journey, there comes a point where the ‘steam’ of pure adrenaline and excitement may wear out and you truly come to a place of utter dependence. I do not mean that things are less exciting but just that you really begin to find yourself choosing to either continue bucking up against all of the uncomfortability or embracing it, since that very thing is what God is using to build His character in you.

Chris and I have been having some great conversations as we have driven up the coast, about faith, about dependence on God, about living in relationship, about calling, and about how we go about seeking God’s direction in every decision. Some conversations have been a challenge, where we are really wrestling through something together and figuring out how to have the right response. I think by God’s grace, only one of us has been totally overwhelmed at any given time, allowing the other to strengthen and encourage. As I think back on this month, two things stand out to me that God has been developing in Chris and I that I want to share. Amazingly, both of the things I have written about before but am gaining such a deeper perspective on now.

The first one is gratefulness. We have found ourselves easily falling into a trap of complaining or grumbling about something that went wrong or that wasn’t working out the way we hoped. It can be so easy to feed these feelings and let them occupy so much space in your mind that there isn’t room left for much else. Early on, Chris began challenging us both to continually be giving thanks for things. Randomly now, one of us will ask the other to list off some things for which we are thankful.

I remember at one point, we were in Pismo Beach and were waiting to hear if our truck was going to need more major repairs (after the $3,000 we already spent). I was sitting on the couch and I couldn’t help but cry. I recall literally wrestling in my mind about whether I was going to trust and be thankful or dwell on the difficulties in front of us. It was one on the first moments that we really decided, right then, to remember how God has provided and verbalize it. The beautiful thing was that it was the same evening that we got to celebrate Canadian Thanksgiving and we were truly able to be grateful in the midst of uncertainty.

I am learning that gratefulness, for it to really transform you, has to be a constant alarm going off where you can’t let much time pass before you remember to give thanks.  Somehow in a season where we have had to leave jobs, homes, friends, comfort, etc, we have found more to be thankful for than ever before.

The second one is prayer. There are a lot of different reasons for prayer. We pray sometimes because we are desperate, sometimes because we need an answer, sometimes just to spend time with God. On this trip, God has been teaching us about praying without ceasing, like it is part of breathing. I am not claiming that I literally am praying constantly, but Chris and I are catching ourselves earlier in difficult conversations where we may normally talk the issue to death and we are stopping to pray instead. Each time, we catch ourselves a little earlier, and sometimes, we can quickly move to praying about it first. We are always amazed, although we shouldn’t be, about the way our conversations go after we pray first.

For me, one of the biggest ’aha’ moments on the tour is that following Jesus is really about the little moments that happen every day where we can choose to complain or give thanks, seek God or come up with our own ideas, love people or ignore them, obey Him or go our own way.  People may look at the big decisions we make to follow Christ and think, wow – they really are following God, but the true test of our commitment is visible only to those that get up close to us and see our walk, day in and day out. It is a lot of little decisions that move us forward and closer to reflecting the image of Christ.

“Always be joyful. Never stop praying. Be thankful in all circumstances, for this is God’s will for you who belong to Christ Jesus.”

1 Thessalonians 5:16-18


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